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Yay the final msspp u18 for me:D

yellow team mates**

I like this the most haha:3

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Im so sad hearing people say Im playing rude:( 

No!!/.\

Went qing ming last week:) 

Tuition! Spot the cute little girl wahaha:P

new member in da house

Aha naughty cocoa:/

That will be better.

Hoho yup:3

Yeahhh:D

I will used to it one dayy. Living without that kind of hapiness:D hehe.

Well. I'd already avoided it for weeks. I walked away. I couldn't do that. I just couldn't pretend like I did not have temper and feelingless like nothing had ever happened. I don't like to face something make me feel uncomfortable. You said you don't understand why's everyone so care about her you don't understand how can she be so important for all of us and now it's your turn to care? haha I guessed it's my turn to not understand your words now. I don't like that, though. I don't want to disturb I didn't mad I didn't hate or something.
          Honestly, I could guess what happened. Need no explain to me. It is not your fault. You have your rights to do anything you guys want. It is my problems to be weird or something.
          No I can't. I just couldn't hug together cry together play together like usual for now. I just can't. I'm sorry for that. It is my problems too. I can't act like nothing. It is unacceptable, for me. Sorry. I know I have no rights to do this to you guys too... So just ignore me. I'd already tried so hard to avoid this topic, please dont bring it up to me. Don't ruined all my efforts, I just want to walked away.
          Dont be too greedy. Sorry for saying that but I don't think that you still need something like hug together or cry together from me. As a respect, I said I will give you back. I don't think I'm that important for you. And you said you've already have a heart that strong enough to accept anythings. No matter you are serious or lying, I treated your words seriously. Do not tell me that you will get hurt or something. You said you don't care and whatever right? I believe in you :) Just MINUS me.
          We will be fine we will be okay of course. We still need to training to face the tournament to fight together. So we have to be okay:) haha



And you. You said you were stressed because everyone's so care about you. I won't do that again, from inside. MINUS me too.
        You won't ever know what you did to me. You was the most important one. But then I realized you are the most important one in everyone's heart. No, dont make everyone attached to you I know that is not what you want but you did. Honestly, you hurt people although you didn't mean to I know.
        You said I know you well. Yup, maybe. Thats why I know what reaction you will make. Maybe you know I don't like this can't accept this so you dont tell me by yourself, I genuinely hope it's true. And you won't care about what other people feel, you dont care how every things goes, you dont have the time to I know. Okayy I feel disappointed feel sad. Feel sucks because I put a lot of 'heart' on you. haha
        And now, I don't need the people that don't need me. I don't want to involve in this stupid game again. I'm so fed up :( So tired to care or even don't care.    'I dont care'    'I know you care'    'Why do you all so care?!'     'yup. I care'  BLAH!! wtf.
        I know I shouldn't affected by all of this but I do. This is so out of the shit that I should still concern about.
        HAHA As a conclusion, of course we all are still friends. Aren't we?

  Forget about childish thing and I will be happy again. :D

  PEACE